Mind

It's nearly midnight

*when I'm writing this*

and my mind's unraveling..

Sometimes thing doesn't go your way, may be far from what you've planned; from your expectation. Many people call it disappointment.

I feel like I'm only a drop of water in a vast ocean. A presence with no existance.  People say that everybody is special and unique on their own way, but what does it mean being special between billions of other special people? That's ordinary! However, that 'ordinary' gives your life a colorful pallette of paint. People start to compare theirself with other. That's another justification on how an individual doesn't feel special or may be haven't realized it yet. Sometimes you feel wasted and lose direction, like 'what am I doing here?!' At that point, the best thing to comfort you is thinking that there is no other people in the world can do better for being you than you! 

Soo many things out there that you don't understand, or you better don't know. Mostly, they are the things that will shock you. The things against your principle; something soo not-in-line. Life is harsh. But, c'est la vie! Condition and environment can unwittingly push you far from your idealism; extend your tolerance area. Push you further from your life principle. Be careful! Don't go to far; don't be trapped in the grey zone where black and white are not anymore 'black' and 'white'.

Stand firm with your principle; with what is good and true for you. 

Problems might bring you down. Sometimes, you're losing faith and you're losing heart. But that's the turning point. It sounds religious, but no one else can bring you back to the path accept Him. You need to pray. There's something missing in your soul weather you realize it or not. A piece of puzzle that will complete you. May be you are not a believer, but still nothing else I can say except : start praying. Hopefully you'll complete the riddle and find the almost-forgotten part of yourself.

Good night, guys :)

Kiss & hug,

Delicia